Calling

A couple of months ago, I struggled with calling. Apparently, after discussing with my friend, I found I have to redefine my understanding about "Calling". 

I used to think that having a calling means having predicted what will you reach at the end of the line. That it is sealed for the rest of your life. We want to think that way because we want to make sure everything is under our own control.

Most of the times, it is not the case. God might call you for one goal for a certain time but He might call you for other goal afterwards. 

Another thing is, sometimes we are to focused to our calling instead of The Caller himself. We are too busy achieving our goal we forget God might have different saying with what our doing. I have to admit I also made the same mistake.

The most important thing is how we start or how we end, it is at the very moment whether we remain faithful to Him regardless our best or lowest point. 

Having a calling doesn't have to be working in the same area you have passion about. The scoop of calling is sometimes larger than your job. You can still do your job but you can serve on the other area outside your job whigh you also have passion on your spare time. 

Another point is about the different definition of work and job. In christianity, working means we become blessings for others but also we fullfil our need and passion, all directed to glorify God. These are inseparable aspects of work. Having a job, on the other hand, speaks more with having things to do so you can have some income, not necessarily something you have passion about.

Isaiah 40:21-31= Bigger picture

Today, the passage reminds me of God` s power and sovereignty.
As human with limited view and ability, we are unable to see the bigger picture God sees.
That is why we will never understand wholy what God has planned for us or even for the world.
What can we do, however, as one of His creations to do what we can and work with whatever God has given to us. We might complain when we don`t really get why God wants us to be in some place or work on the same thing over and over again or simply why we live; but have faith that our lives have been planned by God and we have to do what we have to do, our works will never be in vain when we do it in God.

Calling

This morning, I watch short ad about Oprah's talk show of Super Soul Sunday and they were talking about " calling".
It hit me right on, especially after last night, being asked by my friend about what's your plan for the next 5 years? One thing for sure, I do not have any plan of having something expensive like cars or bags like my friend suggested.
Here are things have been bothering me since;
We live with more than one callings; these callings sometimes can change as time flies by.
Some callings might end on some time. And we might have new callings down the way.
Some callings might be called away from us.
I was like....oookkkaaayyyy... now I am a bit confused.

Ephesians 2:10-22: Handiwork

We are God's handiwork,
we are prepared for doing His work.
Our lives are not lived for nothing.
They are for a purpose.
His purpose.

What is His purpose?
to create peace.
Peace can only be created by uniting different groups.
Beautifully, through Jesus Christs, there is no difference between those who have received the promises first, the Israelites and those considered as foreigners.
Therefore, Paul stated, to do good works set by God without worrying about those differences.
Everyone united in church should work together regardless their backgrounds.
What matters the most is everything built upon one foundation, Jesus Christ

Review : Rurouni Kenshin-Densentsu no Saigo hen

Just watched the movie and wanted to highlight things out:

1. As Aoshi's fans of course I want to highlight this one out first; Isseya did a good job portraying Aoshi! Not to mention the action scene fighting Kenshin and Shishio. I am satisfied. One thing bothers me, I did not recall Aoshi has ever showed such expression like wanting to cry in anime or manga. That being said, Isseya's nearly crying regretting his mistake expression felt pretty much sincere. 

2. Hands down to Sato Takeru. He brought Himura Kenshin along with Battousai alive. Kamiki also played Soujirou very well, his action scene was awesome!

3. One scene bothered my friend then me later, there was a scene Saitou wearing hakama on his disguise, then a couple of minutes later on the same spot, he's already with his police uniform fighting with kenshin. Magically. (￣▽￣)

4. Fujiwara definitely stepped up his game this time. On Kyoto hen I did not catch Shishio image at all from him until the end of the movie. This time, I almost forgot Shishio was played by Fujiwara esp on final battle scene. Or is it because I'm getting used to him being Shishio?

5. As for Eguchi playing Saitou, well...it's a bit better 

6. Fukuyama Masaharu played Seijuro Hiko well, for a veteran actor, his movement for fast fighting scenes are pretty much good. 

7. Kudos to fighting coreographer and director, the scenes are beautifully arranged and shot.

8. The downside of the movie is you can't see other Juppon Gatana fighting one by one like on anime and manga, maybe because of the duration limit. 

9. The scene of Kaoru wandering on a beach should be erased and filled with Juppon Gatana instead since it felt more like filler. No meaning at all, except maybe showing the actress' beautiful face (Forget her name) 

10. How the other x mark was made was not shown. I do hope there would be one movie about Tomoe and Enishi. But maybe the chance was pretty much thin.

11. Best moment (aside those involving aoshi in it,  of course) was kenshin and kaoru talking how the era had changed. I will not give you any spoiler,yet, it's a very sweet way to end the movie.

12. One OK Rock theme song made me want to buy their album....

Review: Rurouni Kenshin-Kyoto Taika Hen

I will not go into story details, but as usual, will highlight my fave scene and chara; bear in mind that these are my opinion you might not agree. I realize I am not a film critic or professional in doing so. This is my opinion as a the fan of manga and anime I love so much. I might misunderstand some parts because there was no english subtitle here, so please, if you find it wrong, let's discuss :)

1. First of course my fave chara, a little bit depressed seeing most of aoshi's lines only around "where is battousai?" during the movie. On the bright side however, Isseya Yusuke doing a good job in depicting Shinomori Aoshi. He got some cool fighting scenes.

2. Beautiful fight scene of kenshin vs Soujiro, which also played well by Kamiko Ryunosuke. 

3. I can't imagine other actor playing Kenshin than Sato Takeru just like Mizushimo Hiro for Kuroshitsuji's Sebastian. Kudos to the fight director for all of kenshin fight scenes, well arranged!

4. All of the charas are well displayed just like in anime and manga with appropriate adjustment. Hands down for actor and actress playing Misao, Ookina, Sawagejo, Houji! Well played! and kudos to the little boy Kenshin and Misao met, believable acting for such young age!

5. Eguchi Yousuke still not impresses me for Saito chara, but I am getting used to it.

6. I probably had high hope for Fujiwara playing Shishio. Somehow, I still feel he's too weak and less delusional than the original chara esp in the opening scene. But I feel he's improving near the end of this part. The opening scene felt so epic it was just a little not enough because Fujiwara's act was not believable on this particular scene.

7. The weakness of this movie I guess is how they make relation between Aoshi's obsession to meet Kenshin seems to be forced. As you know, in anime and manga, his obsession was because he can't defeat kenshin in Takeda's case. Here, because he did not appear on Takeda's case ( which is still a big question mark for me,WHY?!?), the reason was to take the blame of his subordinates deaths on kenshin who was even not there when they were killed! 

My friend, watching with me and who's not a fan of the anime and manga also felt weird about this. 

8.  Apparently Fukuyama Masaharu will be Kenshin's teacher, Seijirou Hiko. 

9. Since there was another scene of Kenshin reminiscing Tomoe, I guess there will be scene about Kenshin's past on the next part. I am not sure whether Enishi's story will be presented or not but it will be a pleasant surprise if there is.

10. A little bumped out because the saying good bye scene of Kaoru and Kenshin in the middle of the night with fireflies did not exist.

11. A credit for Miura Ryousuke who played Sawagejo because he apparently studied the chara even into details, esp on what he did with his eyes and movements.

12. My other fave scene is when Kenshin prevented the little kid from taking revenge to those who have killed his family members.

To sum it up, very recommended! As a fan of anime and or manga, I am pretty much satisfied. It's beautifully directed. 8/10. Can't wait to watch the next part on september.

here`s the link for the official trailer

Doraemon movie

I am thankful I can watch this!

I have a good brief cry watching this.