Ephesians 2:10-22: Handiwork

We are God's handiwork,
we are prepared for doing His work.
Our lives are not lived for nothing.
They are for a purpose.
His purpose.

What is His purpose?
to create peace.
Peace can only be created by uniting different groups.
Beautifully, through Jesus Christs, there is no difference between those who have received the promises first, the Israelites and those considered as foreigners.
Therefore, Paul stated, to do good works set by God without worrying about those differences.
Everyone united in church should work together regardless their backgrounds.
What matters the most is everything built upon one foundation, Jesus Christ

Review : Rurouni Kenshin-Densentsu no Saigo hen

Just watched the movie and wanted to highlight things out:

1. As Aoshi's fans of course I want to highlight this one out first; Isseya did a good job portraying Aoshi! Not to mention the action scene fighting Kenshin and Shishio. I am satisfied. One thing bothers me, I did not recall Aoshi has ever showed such expression like wanting to cry in anime or manga. That being said, Isseya's nearly crying regretting his mistake expression felt pretty much sincere. 

2. Hands down to Sato Takeru. He brought Himura Kenshin along with Battousai alive. Kamiki also played Soujirou very well, his action scene was awesome!

3. One scene bothered my friend then me later, there was a scene Saitou wearing hakama on his disguise, then a couple of minutes later on the same spot, he's already with his police uniform fighting with kenshin. Magically. (￣▽￣)

4. Fujiwara definitely stepped up his game this time. On Kyoto hen I did not catch Shishio image at all from him until the end of the movie. This time, I almost forgot Shishio was played by Fujiwara esp on final battle scene. Or is it because I'm getting used to him being Shishio?

5. As for Eguchi playing Saitou, well...it's a bit better 

6. Fukuyama Masaharu played Seijuro Hiko well, for a veteran actor, his movement for fast fighting scenes are pretty much good. 

7. Kudos to fighting coreographer and director, the scenes are beautifully arranged and shot.

8. The downside of the movie is you can't see other Juppon Gatana fighting one by one like on anime and manga, maybe because of the duration limit. 

9. The scene of Kaoru wandering on a beach should be erased and filled with Juppon Gatana instead since it felt more like filler. No meaning at all, except maybe showing the actress' beautiful face (Forget her name) 

10. How the other x mark was made was not shown. I do hope there would be one movie about Tomoe and Enishi. But maybe the chance was pretty much thin.

11. Best moment (aside those involving aoshi in it,  of course) was kenshin and kaoru talking how the era had changed. I will not give you any spoiler,yet, it's a very sweet way to end the movie.

12. One OK Rock theme song made me want to buy their album....

Review: Rurouni Kenshin-Kyoto Taika Hen

I will not go into story details, but as usual, will highlight my fave scene and chara; bear in mind that these are my opinion you might not agree. I realize I am not a film critic or professional in doing so. This is my opinion as a the fan of manga and anime I love so much. I might misunderstand some parts because there was no english subtitle here, so please, if you find it wrong, let's discuss :)

1. First of course my fave chara, a little bit depressed seeing most of aoshi's lines only around "where is battousai?" during the movie. On the bright side however, Isseya Yusuke doing a good job in depicting Shinomori Aoshi. He got some cool fighting scenes.

2. Beautiful fight scene of kenshin vs Soujiro, which also played well by Kamiko Ryunosuke. 

3. I can't imagine other actor playing Kenshin than Sato Takeru just like Mizushimo Hiro for Kuroshitsuji's Sebastian. Kudos to the fight director for all of kenshin fight scenes, well arranged!

4. All of the charas are well displayed just like in anime and manga with appropriate adjustment. Hands down for actor and actress playing Misao, Ookina, Sawagejo, Houji! Well played! and kudos to the little boy Kenshin and Misao met, believable acting for such young age!

5. Eguchi Yousuke still not impresses me for Saito chara, but I am getting used to it.

6. I probably had high hope for Fujiwara playing Shishio. Somehow, I still feel he's too weak and less delusional than the original chara esp in the opening scene. But I feel he's improving near the end of this part. The opening scene felt so epic it was just a little not enough because Fujiwara's act was not believable on this particular scene.

7. The weakness of this movie I guess is how they make relation between Aoshi's obsession to meet Kenshin seems to be forced. As you know, in anime and manga, his obsession was because he can't defeat kenshin in Takeda's case. Here, because he did not appear on Takeda's case ( which is still a big question mark for me,WHY?!?), the reason was to take the blame of his subordinates deaths on kenshin who was even not there when they were killed! 

My friend, watching with me and who's not a fan of the anime and manga also felt weird about this. 

8.  Apparently Fukuyama Masaharu will be Kenshin's teacher, Seijirou Hiko. 

9. Since there was another scene of Kenshin reminiscing Tomoe, I guess there will be scene about Kenshin's past on the next part. I am not sure whether Enishi's story will be presented or not but it will be a pleasant surprise if there is.

10. A little bumped out because the saying good bye scene of Kaoru and Kenshin in the middle of the night with fireflies did not exist.

11. A credit for Miura Ryousuke who played Sawagejo because he apparently studied the chara even into details, esp on what he did with his eyes and movements.

12. My other fave scene is when Kenshin prevented the little kid from taking revenge to those who have killed his family members.

To sum it up, very recommended! As a fan of anime and or manga, I am pretty much satisfied. It's beautifully directed. 8/10. Can't wait to watch the next part on september.

here`s the link for the official trailer

Doraemon movie

I am thankful I can watch this!

I have a good brief cry watching this.

What`s next

What`s next?

Recently I have been bugged with this question

It seems like I do not have any new dream

There`s this sense of accomplishment and content,

I have to admit it is too fast to feel that way

since I even haven`t finished my thesis

The constant worry of me not being close to people so dear to me

when they are gone and being not able to bear the regret

prevent me from thoughts of continuing study or having career abroad

Negative feeling

I can`t  believe myself
I am being so negative today
I do not know why.

I remember I started to pity myself again last night
after watching a romantic comedy Hollywood movie.
First, just to laugh at myself, of how pathetic my love life is (compared to the movie)
then it developed to a thought that it is probably I do not deserve that kind of story
as a compensation of having things that not all people can have,
such as chance of pursuing PhD course abroad.
I kept reminding myself I should have been more grateful instead of victimizing myself.
I failed.

Today I woke up with sombre feeling
I did my obligations in my campus today but feel more like a zombie.
You know, when you are doing things but you just do it without feeling of actually doing it.
And it became worse when I start to feel lonely again.
Suddenly, I feel lonely and I just want to go home to my country.
I let myself controlled with a feeling of being cast away
And there it goes.
I just finished crying.
I guess it`s just one of those cry days.
May be I just lack of sleep.
I guess living in a society that does not allow you to express your real feeling is quite frustrating.
I thought I have passed the phase of `fake it til you make it`.
that was apparently not entirely true,
I think I can manage the fake it phase but not until getting used to it.
It just adds up and sometimes it just burst out.
Just like now.
I think I start to understand why there are so many people thinking about committing suicide
in this kind of society

Gosh, look at me. I think I need more sleep time.

Being 30 and still working on them

I am thankful I am 30 now.
I can say for sure that if not because of God
I will not be here.
I feel so much wiser, more controlled, and aware about myself
including weaknesses I still have to work on.

1. Inconsistency
    sometimes I can be so passionate doing something yet other times, esp when something bad happen or
    having sequential failures I will tend to give up and just let things go. sometimes I feel to tired to even
    carry on. I have to slap my own butt and face to keep me moving.

2. Lazy
    I have been quite lazy to study journals. Sometimes I am too tired I do not want to learn anything

3. Negative thinking
   Once I let it develop, it can ruin my whole day sometimes

4. Discipline in
a. Pray.
    Setting time to pray and things I want to pray, sometimes it is to tiring I simply only pray that I can sleep
    and be able to wake up the next morning. Plus naming the usual (never changed) names so they are to be
    blessed. I rarely pray for people around me other than my own family.

b. Bible study
    Never did since my undergraduate time